i really miss you i miss having the fires and messing around and doing all the other stupid things we used to do like the potato gun imiss you so much. i hope you enjoyed our adventures to lashmeet i really wish you could have come with us there it was hilarious. guess what you might already know but i finally did what i have always wanted to do but been to scared to i joined Cheerleading and i think i might really like it. anyway i wish i could just hear your voice again and hear how you said my name i always loved it and how you would always find something weird to put on your scatergories board like things you find at the beach you put FAT MAN and we let you count it i just really miss you and i hope i will see you again someday.
My Dear Justin,
I was reminded of you everywhere we went in Florida. This picture reminds me of you, but then again, this is of your brother. I have so many pictures of you and Dylan at the beach. All of Indialantic reminds me of you from the Indian River lagoon to the Atlantic. The first time I crossed the Melbourne Causeway, I cried because of your memory being absolutely everywhere. I remember how you always wanted to stop and look for clams or crabs. You and that cast net. I am so thankful I have such good memories of us. I love you Juddy,
Mom 
Dylan and I have been packing for our trip to Florida. You know this is our 1st time without you. We always had so much fun at the beach. Dylan wants to go back to Disney's Magic Kingdom again. I think he wants to see it again because of us going there together. I hope I can make it without crying every day. I just can not help it. I think I am doing better though. Better at hiding my true feelings. It upsets Dylan when I cry. So, I will try very hard to just think about all the good times we had and celebrate the memories. I miss you so very much. I love you always.
Love,
Mom
when i was there for the reunion i could not help but think about you and how much more fun it would have been with you there.In the middle of the night when i was by the fire someone decided it was a bright idea to go to the cemetary and you know me i was so scared when we got there my dad threw a bottle and i was almost about to fall over what i'm trying to say is i really would not have been that scared without you there you were the best cousin anyone could have
My Justin, The family reunion was a lot of fun, however, it will never be complete for me or the rest of the family without you. It was so sad to not have you in this picture. Your memories are everywhere my Justin. Every time I start the drive up the mountain you are on my mind the entire trip. But, then again, you are on my mind all the time anyway. I just feel so close to you on the mountain.
