i think of you and matthew everyday, the tears are always there, but knowing you and matthew had such a precious life i think of your cabin and how winter was always the time you two liked to go there, how i miss you and matthews smiles, your laughs, you were my boys i'm still very proud of your and mattew's lives, how precious they were.
We, (Momaw, Popaw, Dylan and myself ) went raspberry picking today up on the mountain. We all talked to Dylan about how we took you berry picking when you were younger. I also visited your grave this morning early, just like I always do each Saturday. Only this time I cried alot more. I have missed you so much this week. Me & Momaw also checked on your grave stone today, it is almost finished. It has been 7 months since the accident. The pain is just as bad today as it was that day. I love you son, forever and always.
Justin - Just thinking of you and wanted to send my love. We'll be coming to West Virginia for the 4th of July. We are having a family reunion and you'll be there with us in our hearts and thoughts. I try to remember that you are with God, that "its as should be", but that doesn't help like it should. I don't think I'll ever get over your not being here again. We love you so much.
My Justin, Everyday I miss you. I am reminded of you no matter where I go. I see T-shirts in stores and think I would buy that for Justin. At the grocery store, I see the items we always bought for you. When driving I see the places we would go. At times, it is so sad, but also comforting. I want to have your memory with me all the time. I always told you, I love you no matter what, forever and always.
almost 7 months have passed not a day goes by that i don't see that smiling face or how you would always say my name when i bugged you. i have alot of memories of me and you those are my most treasured.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH,
ELISE 
