Dylan and I have been packing for our trip to Florida. You know this is our 1st time without you. We always had so much fun at the beach. Dylan wants to go back to Disney's Magic Kingdom again. I think he wants to see it again because of us going there together. I hope I can make it without crying every day. I just can not help it. I think I am doing better though. Better at hiding my true feelings. It upsets Dylan when I cry. So, I will try very hard to just think about all the good times we had and celebrate the memories. I miss you so very much. I love you always.
Love,
Mom
when i was there for the reunion i could not help but think about you and how much more fun it would have been with you there.In the middle of the night when i was by the fire someone decided it was a bright idea to go to the cemetary and you know me i was so scared when we got there my dad threw a bottle and i was almost about to fall over what i'm trying to say is i really would not have been that scared without you there you were the best cousin anyone could have
My Justin, The family reunion was a lot of fun, however, it will never be complete for me or the rest of the family without you. It was so sad to not have you in this picture. Your memories are everywhere my Justin. Every time I start the drive up the mountain you are on my mind the entire trip. But, then again, you are on my mind all the time anyway. I just feel so close to you on the mountain.
i think of you and matthew everyday, the tears are always there, but knowing you and matthew had such a precious life i think of your cabin and how winter was always the time you two liked to go there, how i miss you and matthews smiles, your laughs, you were my boys i'm still very proud of your and mattew's lives, how precious they were.
We, (Momaw, Popaw, Dylan and myself ) went raspberry picking today up on the mountain. We all talked to Dylan about how we took you berry picking when you were younger. I also visited your grave this morning early, just like I always do each Saturday. Only this time I cried alot more. I have missed you so much this week. Me & Momaw also checked on your grave stone today, it is almost finished. It has been 7 months since the accident. The pain is just as bad today as it was that day. I love you son, forever and always.
